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You're not happy because you're not trying to become happy
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You sound like you know what you're talking about
Really, that is how it is. You're correct.
I mean, considering how frail I am, if I was happy, I'd get crushed. Like, crunch.
My eyes, m body, they'd be crushed. I couldn't bear the weight of happiness.
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So Oikura couldn't achieve happiness because she was afraid to become happy.
She was afraid of the unknown outside her usual circumstances.
She became used to it.
She accepted it, that it was normal.
It was commonplace.
It was her fate.
Even with her parents gone and she had achieved freedom, she feared it.
She was more comfortable being unhappy and miserable.
A "lukewarm unhappiness".
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez. This writing. This dialogue. Definitely in peak form.