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Okay night ^^
Be safe XD

lol I wouldn't say im always happy I just tend to try and spin all my bad things in a more joking tune so its not as bad lol. anways im about to take my daily nap

its fine ^^
but i see you talking to other people..
your always happy

its okay its not like its your fault or anything. I have had a lot of bad experiences in my life. in which I have closed a lot of my emotions and what not so things don't affect me as much. nor do I ever expose to much information that would allow anyone to hurt me. basically I only expose information I feel confortable in sharing. you can understand if their are any question you might ask and I don't outright tell is not because im being mean its more or less to protect myself.

oh sorry sorry v_v i didn't know

they didn't care. it was the same way when I had to live a year with my relatives. while my parents and brother moved to florida first I was still in jersey going from different relative every week. living in the basement sleeping in boxes or out in the shed. that was my life for a whole year. I try not to think to much of my past since its not really that happy. so I try not to talk about it all that much

did you talk to them about it?

well my brother can get away with anything. basically when I used to play video games with him I had to lose or else he would get upset and ram the controller into my shin and sometimes breaking them. infact he has broken 7 N64 controlers on my shin and if I hit him back I got my ass kicked by my parents and was told it was my fault. my brother gets what ever he wants while I had to work for it. even with my mental disability I got shitting on even though I got out of special ed classes and was in normal classes making straight As I still got shitting on. I always had to clean the house before I could leave the house. my brother nearly failed high school and it was okay for him to do what ever he pleases.

that's not fair!
How do they treat your brother?

i'm Sorry for you lost
*gives you a big hug*

they have been married now for 30 years and when ever they argue they always mention how its my fault they are even together. and they treat my brother way different than they treat me. and if my sister was still alive she would most likely be treated better too.

ah it would have been nice to have actual friends in real life. thanks for the sentiment